| | Okay..So it's not THAT great...but I haven't touched this thing in over a year and a half.
It's time to start to burden all you lovely readers out there and clue you up on what I've been up to.
I'm sitting at the golf range..yes..I'm sitting here permanently now..until the end of October I think and it's been shitty... Luckily I have this super awesome laptop that keeps me company all day but even so, sometimes I just want to throw up all over it because apparently it's not good for your eyes..OH WELL.
I quit varsity last year, couldn't handle my degree*shudders* It sucks right? But I'm no quitter..I'm planning to register at Unisa in July to start a new degree..I'm having second thoughts about it..about studying...but I have to do this, not just for myself but for my parents too. (BTW, I'm listening to Peter Bjorn and John...Fuck but they suck.)
Anyways...back to me.
Public Relations...yes? Yeah I think it's more ME.
As for my love life. It's complicated..I'm not quite sure what to make of it... I'm completely smittened with someone, but I can't have that person. Why? Because that person is too far away from me. I have that person mentally..not physically so that kills me inside. So badly that we had to cut things off and wait.... Wait till the person comes back to SA. OH THE STORY OF MY LIFE....
My inability to like someone in the same country..heck..in the same city even. Maybe I'm able to..but my eyes have been shut and excluded everyone ..every potential... Now now..not saying I'm popular or anything insane like that but yeah...you know what I mean.
I've excluded myself from a lot of people... People from my past who I still want to hang out with but right now, I'm unable to, because we just have such separate and different lives that it coincides. It won't work. It's not like they won't understand, but more like... certain people shouldn't know. Not now anyways. Am I rambling? Yes I probably am, but isn't that what this blog is all about?
I've taken up smoking too. I know it's nothing good to announce but you want to know about me right? Sure..so yes..I smoke. It passes time. I enjoy it. It calms me down. You only live once anyways so why not just enjoy the once in a lifetime experience? I don't plan to die old anyways...old as in artheritis-kind-of-old. I'll just live my life to the fullest as I can and see what I can make out of it.
So this is my first blog since Oct 2006.
i'll be back for more!!
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